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If It Wasn't For You

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If It Wasn't For You

If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have the biggest smile on my face,
If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have had such a big laughing fit.
If it wasn't for you, these happy tears would have never been shed,
If it wasn't for you, I would have turned off my laptop.
If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be alive,
If it wasn't for you, I would've committed suicide.

Thank you for making me smile.
Thank you for making me laugh.
Thank you for making me cry.
Thank you for making me watch your videos.
Thank you for making me snap back into reality.
Thank you for making me realize there are people here who love me.
Thank you, for all that you've done Emile.
Thank you for saying "Hey everybody, It's Chuggaaconroy!"
I'll always say Hi back.
Thank you Emile.
Thank you.
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EDIT 10/5/12 - Okay people, wow. Why are you all so caring? I'm seeing a lot of people who have been saying that they just bought this and they say that they could help me, and they're giving me a lot of tips. Gosh, you people are making me feel so loved. Thanks guys! I'll always use all of your tips!!

This is why I live.
This is who I owe my life to.
This is who I want to talk to, to thank him for all that he's done.

Okay guys, this was a more so serious piece of writing. In this...thing...I pretty much say Thanks, and Thanks. How about I do some explaining?

When I was younger (( Let's say nine )) I was really depressed. I mean REALLY depressed. I got bullied in school a lot, and I was close to committing suicide. When I got home from school one day, I tried to fight back tears, and went on Youtube. I was on the bad side of Youtube (( I was nine, I didn't know good from bad sometimes. )), and I had somehow came across a video of a game called Super Mario Sunshine. Now, being the total Mario nerd that I was, I just had to check it out. When I clicked the video, the first thing I was greeted with was a Mario game and a voice saying "Hey everybody, it's Chuggaaconroy!" I was very curious as to what this was, and so I watched it. By the end of the video, I was laughing into a pillow. I never thought I could be happy like this. Most of the time, I had pretended to be happy when really I wasn't. I went to this mysterious guy's channel, and saw that he played a TON of games. I was really excited, and watched his videos for a long time. I hadn't experienced such joy in a long time.

About a year later, I had forgotten about him. I was too busy with...nothing. I guess I just grew apart. I had some new friends, and I was getting out there and being with them. One day I was bored, sad, and just tired. I went on Youtube, and had the idea of looking back at my memories. I said to myself "What was his name? Chu...Chu...Chuggaa? Chuggaa...roy?" I typed it in and got corrected with Chuggaaconroy. I instantly remembered and clicked on his channel. I was completely in shock when I realized that I missed his entire Okami Let's Play. I quickly watched the first episode, and vowed that I would never stop watching his videos.

Now, I watch his videos, and always feel happy in that amount of time. He always makes me happy, and he always will.

Basically, if I hadn't gone to that bad side of Youtube, then I would be dead. I would have killed myself even though I'm really scared too. I'm a coward. I think about suicide sometimes, but never have the guts to do it. But I always think that I maybe have fallen off the deep end if I didn't go to his video.

NOW I NEED SOMEONE'S HELP!!!
If you're one of my LPing buddies, and can help me out, it would mean the world to me.
Could someone please show him this? I mean like, link it to him on Facebook or Twitter? I don't have either, so it's sort of impossible for me to send it to him. If you think it's possible to send this to him yourself, be my guest! Please, do it! I want to let him know how much he means to me.

Thanks for reading guys. Until next time...

Credits:
Chuggaaconroy/Emile (c) :iconchuggaaconroyplz: , Himself, His mother
Writing (c) :iconssmrke5:
© 2012 - 2024 ssmrke5
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RAINBOWCAKES123's avatar
God dammit this describes my life so well I've always been depressed af in my life until I discovered chugga's channel. Ever since the age of four (yes four) I would tune in to whatever chugga would play. He always made me so happy.